November 21st, 2006 by Atomictumor
I was going to write some more about our story, about 10 years ago tonight, and what happened, but I can’t.
I watched our wedding renewal tape, just to see BJ again.
I miss her.
November 21st, 2006 by Atomictumor
I was going to write some more about our story, about 10 years ago tonight, and what happened, but I can’t.
I watched our wedding renewal tape, just to see BJ again.
I miss her.
November 21st, 2006 at 10:04 pm
I am so sorry.
November 21st, 2006 at 10:23 pm
I am very sorry AT. With everything I am, I am so very sorry. All this is just not fair. There I said it — it is just not fair.
My prayers, for what they are worth, are for you and your boys. I don’t think they will make the missing and the pain go away — but at least I am lodging my complaint with God . . .
November 21st, 2006 at 10:26 pm
I’m sorry. This is all just so awfully wrong.
For what it’s worth (hooboy, more assvice), I love the diamond idea. I told my husband a couple of years ago that he is to turn me into a diamond if the situation should arise. And I told him that any of our kids would get the same treatment (God forbid).
It’s a lovely, tangible memento, and an affirmation of your wife’s beauty.
November 21st, 2006 at 10:35 pm
I am so sorry. Thinking of you.
November 21st, 2006 at 11:24 pm
This goes without saying, but I’m gonna say it anyway… I really wish you didn’t miss her. I really wish you could just rag on her for giving you such a scare. I really wish this story had a different ending.
I imagine you’ve had moments of the same.
November 21st, 2006 at 11:39 pm
Man,
I’ve said it before and will many more times…… Stuff like this… SUCKS….. It truly sucks… Ya’ll seem like such cool people…. I hate this for ya!!! Peace & Love be with you and the little guys!!!
November 21st, 2006 at 11:48 pm
This grief thing is something that everyone handles differently, in their own way. Trust in yourself to find your way through. Know that you have dozens, perhaps hundreds of people caring very much about you and everyone that was touched by BJ’s life. We are here, thinking of you, praying for you.
November 21st, 2006 at 11:55 pm
I appriciate anything you write. BJ wanted me to get on this blog when she first started it up, but here I am much later reading your words. You have my prayers.
~Allison
November 22nd, 2006 at 1:22 am
Yea, see?
You come..you go..highs..lows..
Remember her and celebrate her life, her love and her essence.
BJ’s spirit will always be with you and your boys.
Every single time you mention her, think about her or bring her memories and stories alive you are honoring her.
(And you don’t need a Disney trip to do it)*
*i’m with you on that, pal. Great poem tomorrow -gotta find it
November 22nd, 2006 at 3:21 am
Much love to you and the boys and to BJ and all your family and friends,
from a new internet friend way out west in the Mojave Desert, California.
November 22nd, 2006 at 4:12 am
Hang on Brother, Lots of folks thinking of ya. Lost someone close myself a few months ago. I took care of her for 18.5 years, she was ill. Is very hard to get through. Lots of advise from well meaning Friends & Loved ones, but their words Sorta sounds like Charlie Brown’s Teacher talking. Even though what they say makes sense (from time-to-time). It’s Rough, Going to get Rougher, and then some better, Then alot better. I Can say that I really don’t know how or why it’s that way…Just is. I’ve been reading about GAC since it started. My wife works @ the preschool, that’s how I knew about it. Hang Tough my Friend, Hold on to the “Core” inside. Lots of prayers are in your “Space” right now. Tap into them, and when you think the worst is upon you…. Afterwards, when it gets “some Better” you realize that’s what got ya through when you weren’t @ home in your self. Hang on Friend, Hang on.
November 22nd, 2006 at 7:29 am
Getting caught up with you - I’m so sorry. I’m thinking of you and the boys.
November 22nd, 2006 at 7:56 am
Bless you, AT.
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:46 am
No assvise here, just thinking of you, the boys, families, and friends.
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:56 am
thinking of you and your sweet boys today…