December 15th, 2006 by Atomictumor
What would we be doing now?
I’ve never cried this hard. It is a torrent. I love her so much.
I miss her. I want her so badly.
My little BJ.
December 15th, 2006 by Atomictumor
What would we be doing now?
I’ve never cried this hard. It is a torrent. I love her so much.
I miss her. I want her so badly.
My little BJ.
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December 15th, 2006 at 10:30 pm
Im so sorry for your pain. You and the boys are in our thoughts and prayers. Thanks for sharing your life with us. You have touched lives in a way you will never know. Thanks again.
December 15th, 2006 at 10:35 pm
Man, my heart hurts for you. I hope the torrent helps you find a little peace tonight.
December 15th, 2006 at 10:45 pm
“Sorrow makes us all children again - destroys all differences of intellect. The wisest know nothing”. ( ~Ralph Waldo Emerson)
December 15th, 2006 at 11:05 pm
AT - thinking of you. So sorry you are feeling this way…so very sorry.
December 15th, 2006 at 11:18 pm
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December 15th, 2006 at 11:55 pm
I am so sorry. I miss her with you, and I don’t even know her. Or you. Just know, you are both loved and the two of you together are remembered.
December 16th, 2006 at 12:17 am
I hurt with you. I’m so sorry.
December 16th, 2006 at 1:10 am
It’s OK…let it out. I know what it feels like, crying until you can hear the tears hit the carpet. I can’t say that it gets better, because that seems like an odd word to use for something so painful, but it gets different, more bearable.
I know in my heart that BJ can still feel your love. And I know you’re making her proud.
Try taking a Sudafed before bed if you can. It’ll spare you a sinus headache tomorrow morning. Take it from a true crybaby ;)
December 16th, 2006 at 1:16 am
Nothing to say = dewd, I feel you
December 16th, 2006 at 1:19 am
I don’t know what to say, except let it out, and, that I’m thinking of you this evening.
December 16th, 2006 at 1:52 am
Seems like it’s always worse in the middle of the night. Not like it’s downright good any other time, I’m sure.
Wish there were something any of us could do.
December 16th, 2006 at 2:38 am
don’t know what to say–so like dude said, I feel ya. :-(
December 16th, 2006 at 7:21 am
Breath AT, get some fresh air.
December 16th, 2006 at 7:25 am
so sorry. so, so sorry.
December 16th, 2006 at 7:30 am
Hugs. That’s all.
December 16th, 2006 at 7:55 am
Going through it myself AT, just when I think I’ve fond the perfect coping mechanism, Christmas comes closer, and I can’t bear the thought of not being able to hear the voice I so desperately need.
{{{hugs}}}
December 16th, 2006 at 8:05 am
It looks like the grief monster ran straight over you AT. Bless your heart. I’m thinking of you this morning pal.
December 16th, 2006 at 8:14 am
Oh AT.
I know it comes in torrents.
December 16th, 2006 at 8:32 am
Oh, honey, I’m so sorry.
I have no words of comfort. Only prayers for you.
December 16th, 2006 at 8:44 am
[hugs]
December 16th, 2006 at 9:10 am
We sit here silently with you.
December 16th, 2006 at 9:46 am
::picks up the “other” shoe and hands it to AT:: Its Ok hon. Let it come then let it go. We’re all here for you. ::hug::
December 16th, 2006 at 9:50 am
Thinking of you boys this morning.
December 16th, 2006 at 10:09 am
I’m with the others— let it out. it is a natural progression to be to this stage, it totally sucks and is horrible, but you’ll get through it.
thinking of you—
December 16th, 2006 at 3:52 pm
I’m so sorry. I remember the nights were so long and awful. Sorry.
December 16th, 2006 at 7:33 pm
Thinking of you, AT. I’m so sorry.
December 16th, 2006 at 11:38 pm
Aww I’m so sorry AT :( Shes with you though, you just can’t see her.